I Want Raw

May 17, 2016 in Hebari's Blog

000528ff-cfaa-590e-670f-8a374457516b_720I don’t hurt you because I want to see you in pain, I hurt you to see you push though it
To see the layers of civilisation slip away and the raw person underneath exposed
To taste your tears of release and achievement when you do more than you ever thought you could
To hear the sounds of your squeals and sobs as you work to be the best you can, the moans as the layers dissolve
To feel you melt into me as I release you from my rope. To feel you shudder as I enter you on my bed

And the little girl that is left after it all, curled up with your head on my chest, exhausted, satisfied, real